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There are only two, clear and simple, how can they be strict?

Finally I got over my crush, or so I think.

Interesting, since I haven't a PM my portfolio ratings have decreased. Not that I'm ranting, this is just an observation. If I hadn't received a message that I've been rated, I wouldn't have noticed.





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As for life, well am still stressed. Can't wait for all of this crap to end. I'm dying to go to the beach and start living again.

I am repetitive yes, but that's because I keep on seeing the same things over and over.



I really can't stand the arrogant, bitchy, tough, wanna be cool attitude. I've seen it here, on other sites and everywhere in the real life.



Why is this? Because people have such a super high ego, so they want to put everyone down and they get on a high horse? Do they realize these people aren't intimidating anyone, and aren't liked at all?



Do they realize that with their nasty attitude, they're gaining nothing good?



Most probably not, which in fact makes sense because people like this don't usually have a high wisdom.

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lordess
12:27 Jun 22 2014

I think there is a fine line between confidence and arrogance. It's annoying, I know. Some people are genuinely arrogant, though. Though I have been told I have below- average esteem, I am confident of certain things. Oh well.

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deathnitegrl
03:24 Jun 24 2014

exactly!

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Just how dump people can be? A man is sent into prison and people want him out because he is attractive? Yeah right, lets imprison the rest!

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frozenVheart
11:29 Jun 24 2014

omfg lol

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... the wishes that didn't come true in the past, could be the best thing that ever happened to you.

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lordess
13:58 Jun 20 2014

Never thought of it that way. Reminds me of some U2 song... Can't recall the title, though

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And my opinion remains the same.



You have to raise a child in order to be called a parent.

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Juha
04:28 Jun 25 2014

Yep

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pros



1. If your weight permits, you can wear mini skirts, especially plaid and checked minis and look good



2. You can wear toony, goofy, funky tees



3. You can have crazy hair colors, cute hair accessories and colorful extentions



4. You can afford wearing stuff that usually teens or 20s can wear, but your body type has to permit it too



5. Wear bright colors, if the body permits



6. You can look at your female enemy or frenemy with satisfaction, when someone compliments your looks



Cons:



1. People will authomatically assume you're a student, live with your parents, don't have children and thus you're immature



2. In bars you get carded. In my country it's 17 to drink alcohol, so my situation is more severe, I was 23 at the time, and luckilyit didn't happen again. My friends teased me all night.



3. Get asked your I.D at a cinema for a 16+ movie, and you're 20, and the cashier looks with eyes wide open



4. You go to the state clinic alone at the age of 18 , they card you and tell you this is fake, check for your file to validate



5. You have people surprised all the time when telling the age



6. You can't say or do a thing without people judging you, and saying you're immature



7. Applying for jobs that are 21+ and tell you, you are too yong to apply



8. Applying for something 25+ and...well you know already



9. You're 25 and teenage guys ask you to date you



10. On the bus people tell you: "because you students''...



11. You're 19, dating a 24 yr old, and behind the door, you hear his parents asking: do her parents know about you two? She's too young for you.



12. You're 26 and complaining about a hard day at work, and people ask you: job? Aren't you still in school? You're only 16!



13. You can't say a thing without people interrupting you



14. People tell you: what do you know about life? You're young



15. Men give you the typical look ''you're too young for me''



16. A smart ass guy, who is at least 4 years younger, tells you: "listen I'm older so I'm wiser, let me teach you a few things about life''



17. People tell you: wow so deep, how old are you?

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lordess
11:14 Jun 14 2014

Makes sense to me haha

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That moment when you realize you just can't be like the other women. It's not jealousy, it's self awareness.

I'm so stressed I have a headache. I really need a day off but can't have it. Working and studying at the same time isn't funny at all. I want to go to the beach but I don't have time.

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lordess
23:16 Jun 13 2014

Take care!

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Just how ironic it is, that someone does a thing, that just some mins before was criticizing.



Ironic much?





And who is arrogant enough to call someone else a reject? What makes them better.



Well apart from that, the weekend was good. It's finally warm but I still have my allergies. Now I want July to come more than ever.

Whether I'm confessing love, whether I'm idolizing a friendship, whether I just know you, whether I'm just expressing hate, forever remember:





You are always on my mind.

Good guys finish lust, they get friend zoned...



... Yeah and us girls? We don't have it easy either.

...begins with disapointment and ends with desperation.

It's interesting how life works. It's mathematical and repetitive. I tend to meet the same type of people over the years. They just change in age, face, name and place I meet them. It's always the same type of people 'n' I sould listen to my instincts more.



Maybe in the future, they'll become a book material. That's their only use.

For years I wondered why I have to suffer, and I couldn't get the reason. Why I had to go through shit, if I never saw something good out of it?



The reason is simple. It just had to happen. Nothing happens for a reason.

I'd like to write more about arrogance. This time in general.



I know a know a guy who in his teen years was popular, he was idolized. When he got older, and his fans got older too, they got fed up of him, and nowadays he's considered a joke.



One of the reasons is eccentricism, the other is arrogance. When you pretend the world to fall on your feet, this is what happens.





I know a female who puts herself on a pedestal 'n' sometimes that pedestal gets broken, but she still continues to live in denial, not even when she gets a dose of reality.



Then, there's this guy who is still idolized, yet people talk nasty behind his back. I wonder when he'll wake up. I'll just wait.

I just hate it when I say something and people get it wrongly. I seriously doubt certain people's intelligence.



Is it my fault that people misunderstand my simple words and don't give me time to explain myself?

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VvvVampireKisses
21:02 Jun 06 2014

Like the saying goes..



Im only responsible from what I say... NOT what you understand

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randicloudbead
21:03 Jun 06 2014

Nope, not your fault at all. Lot of people these days make asses of themselves cause the assume

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deathnitegrl
22:45 Jun 06 2014

exactly, why if I criticize something people have to say it's about'em, but why if someone insults me personally, I can't defend myself? Wtf? I doubt certain people's age.

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I don't see why people feel the need to write in capitals. I don't think that makes the post more interesting, actually posts written in caps annoy me.

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dabbler
20:03 Jun 05 2014

I TOTALLY AGREE! lol JK!

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Isis101
21:12 Jun 05 2014

WE LOVE SHOUTING AT YOU!!! :)

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randicloudbead
22:08 Jun 05 2014

I honestly think it makes things harder to read... As well as bad spelling or txt speak @_@

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deathnitegrl
20:42 Jun 06 2014

TOTALLY TRUE!!!!!!

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VvvVampireKisses
21:03 Jun 06 2014

OMGGGG I KNOW I HATE THAT SHIT TOO



Or PeOpLe ThAt TyPe LiKe ThIs hahah

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The worst thing someone can do, when getting into a band, in this small country of mine, is that they become arrogant.



I've seen this type of attitude often, and I don't see why it happens.



The worst thing you can do, is to become arrogant. If you are, you'll lose fans.



Bah whatever.

What doesn't kill you makes you...



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.....depressed.

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Serenity
11:57 Jun 07 2014

diamonds are a girl's best friend

:p

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People should consentrate more on how the time is spent rather than the amount.



The levels, the rates, the adds, the covens and mentorships you start, have no value if you don't enjoy every second you spend on here.





I gain levels very slowly because I take it easy. I much prefer writing here than gaining levels. After 9 years I have no regrets 'n' keep the same philosophy.



In the meantime last time I checked there were Covens with less than 10 members, so what's the use? Wouldn't it be better to stick around one you like 'n' remain there? You're not forced to have any, anyway.

I can't imagine myself eating healthy, organic 'n' vegan food.



I've gained a bit of weight this year 'n' tried to eat healthier. Mission failed!



All the products I tried were horrible.



Fuck it man, if I have to eat tasteless food to live longer, I prefer to eat what I want 'n' live shorter, rather than live longer 'n' depressed. Not worth it, at all.

When I log in, I seriously have found two people that look equal to two people I know irl.



However whenever other people tell me I look like someone, I don't see any similiraties. Mostly it's cause we're dark, so for people that, is the same.



And speaking about this, in other countries people pay to fake their tan, while here it's like a dishonor to have olive skin. Ironically we live in the mediterrenean. That's how much stupid the people of here are.

I'm stressed and depressed.



I'm expected to do a hard job, study, and other people who are my same level are threated better than me. How can the boss expect me to be fully focused?



I really need a holiday. I miss the ability of going for long walks 'n' take pictures, go bar hopping, dining out, 'n' fucken relax.



Another reason is healt 'n' weather. It's still cold and my health got worse. I'm coughing again.



Can't wait for summer to come. It's the unique period where I feel alive.

If a man says he just wants sex and no attachments, that is normal.



If a woman says she just want a life companion without the intention of marriage 'n' children, then she's not.



In 2014 we still live in sexism.

The weekend is ideal to travel in time.



https://www.facebook.com/officialmsnmemories



http://www.buzzfeed.com/leonoraepstein/a-tribute-to-sailor-moon

Almost two years, have passed and I still have the same kismet. I've also had the same quote for years. Why? Because if I needed to write a thought, I have my journal. Also, the kismet and quote are like my stamp. Same goes for the Avatar.

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Serenity
16:11 Jun 01 2014

kismetology 101, yeah I miss the class too, as for thinking, hell why would someone do this on vr? Its the place to be entertain and watch drama show, lol



:p



hehe :)

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I hate it when I have important things to do and have to stop to pee, shit, eat, drink, rest, sleep, if I hadn't these body needs I'd be more productive.

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lordess
14:36 Jun 01 2014

Too funny.

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deathnitegrl
14:39 Jun 01 2014

Funny and serious at the same time.

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This movie is a must see. It really teaches about humanity and their reactions to different cultures. It also teaches about survival. If I taught sociology or social studies, I'd reccomend this movie.

It's funny how certain words and names have different meanings in other languages.



For example: Hodor. Hodor is: they're green or mean, in my language.

I tend to notice weather occurencies/coincidencies, that tend to happen a year later just like a cycle. I'm not referring to the typical weather changes that happen every year.



Example, last year, it rained on the 1st June and it happened this year too. What's strange? Here it's a rare thing that it rains in summer months. In 2011 and 2012 it rained on the 31st July. In 2006 and 2007 it rained on the 6th June, and it was cold too.



Results of this, my allergies are getting worse.

I hate the mentality of my country.



People can't get anything that is different.



Spring and Summer are the seasons where cultural festivals get organized, and yesterday, in my town there was the food festival. We had food from different countries.



One of them was the French, frog legs. I went there on purpose to taste them. They were good.



However the other people's reaction was shocking. It was like they never saw such thing.



Thing is, what's the difference between frogs and chicken? They're both animals. The difference is the culture.



In the meantime we eat things that other cultures find strange like: snails, rabbit, horse, summien (some type of birds) and in the past goats and pigeons were cooked too, as well as octopus and some type of fishes that are only found here or in the mediterrenean.



I really can't stand ignorance, and sadly it's common where I live.



And because of them, certain products don't get imported here anymore, like mountain dew, vanilla n cherry coke ectcetera.

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lordess
11:15 Jun 01 2014

:)

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Sometimes grammatical mistakes become the contrary.



Eg. Writing you're when it's supposed to be your.



Site instead of sight and sight instead of site.



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I also wonder why people with multiple profiles write the same journal entries. What's the purpose?